I am missing my dog Jerry Lee a lot. This last week it has dawned on me how much of my life revolved around him. I have not left the house since Thursday and that was to take out and bring in the rubbish bin. I have also put on wieght since he has gone, a combination of comfort eating and not getting my regular walks. So I am thinking we may get another dog sooner rather than later.
Except that I want to leave this place. Do I go to Motherwell as my partner wants or do I go home to Australia, which is what I want. My partner will not be coming with me if I go to Australia.
I can not make up my mind as to how I feel.